Fasting and Failing...
It's been 3 weeks and 1 day since I started "7." To be honest, I haven't really wanted to write this blog post, because I have felt somewhat a failure at this fast. I have felt like a failure for a lot of reasons. First of all, while I have eaten A LOT of chicken, spinach, apples, bread, black beans, eggs, and sweet potatoes, there have been several times when I have had to veer away from the fast due to traveling, retreats I have been on, and dinner appointments we have had. Each time I have veered away from the 7 items, I have felt like I have failed...like I haven't done this thing as well as I possibly could, even though the reality was that I didn't really have access to those 7 items. Guilt...it gets me every time. I have also struggled with hearing God's voice. To be honest, one of the biggest reasons I chose to participate in this fast was because I so desperately wanted to hear God's voice on several major things I had been personall